April 2010
568 posts
Yeah, I quit.
I’m done with Tumblr, guys.
Sorry, but… I waste a lot of time on here. It’s unnecessary.
I’m gonna go back to Blogger. It’s quiet there.
I’m only going to come back to update this. I’ll not be posting anything here.
If you want to keep in touch with me, send me your screen names/emails. I’d love to keep talking to you.
Bye.
Maybe I'm just depressed as fuck, I don't know.
Fuck all this shit.
I've been thinking of quitting Tumblr.
Once again, I feel like I waste my life on here.
The thing is I’ve come to love people here and I don’t have a majority of their IM screen names/emails, so I wouldn’t be able to contact them outside Tumblr.
However, there are also people here that I want to get away from.
I dunno, I kind of just want to go back to Blogger.
I mostly just want to write in a blog, not post...
@ cloveroverme:
Thank you for following.
Chris, Tyler, Michael, Julie, Trevor, Momo, Amy, Aym (yes, I did just call you that, as you wish), Caitlin, Anthony, Luke, Chandice, Maria, Billy, Sienna, Kait, Mr. G., Mrs. Sorrells, Mrs. Cain, Mike:
YOU’RE ALL AMAZING PEOPLE AND I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU FOR KEEPING ME SANE.
I just want to say that I'm proud of my friends.
You guys help keep me going when stupid people try to give me a hard time. Thank you.
“Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve...”
– (via happinessisawarmgun)
“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together… there is something you...”
– Winnie The Pooh (via happinessisawarmgun)
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so you guys are together, just not in a...
Here’s how it is, sweetie:
We are no longer in a relationship, but I still love Tyler, with all my heart, and he still loves me. Even though we’ve broken up, we still express our love for one another to each other, as lovers naturally do. We didn’t and won’t suddenly start hiding our already well-known feelings simply because we aren’t an official couple right now....
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WAIT SHELBY I'M SO CONFUSED are you and tyler...
Tyler and I broke up, honey. Thing is, we aren’t “officially together,” but we still love each other very much, and we’re still super-close best friends. We’re just going to use this break we’re on to polish our friendship more, give ourselves some space to grow before we try pursuing another relationship with each other again.
Hope that makes sense.
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Anonymous asked: to that bitch that was "just sayin" - shut up. you don't have a right to "just say" on someone else's relationship or feelings, and shelby is no exception. fuck off, you pathetic whore.
Anonymous asked: Here's a message to all the retarded fucks giving Shelby a hard time: STOP. She just broke up with the guy she loves. She doesn't need your shit. Hell. Even if she hadn't just broken up with him, you STILL would disgust people with your immature comments about her relationship. Who the fuck do you think you are, really. It isn't YOUR situation to deal with or even HAVE A SAY...
Anonymous asked: well, [anonymous] shelby, as your [anonymous] friends we [the anonymous] just [anonymously] want you to be happy and cheer up. your true [anonymous] friends [us, the anonmyous] don't [anonymously] like it when you're upset, so we [anonymously] try to cheer you up by being [anonymously] retarded or [anonymously] goofy or [anonymously] just good shoulders to cry on. we [the anonymous,...
Anonymous asked: LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU haha -anon- :))
Anonymous asked: Ms. Shelby, is it? Sorry if I get your name wrong, it's the one I see on you tumblr. Don't let assholes like the ones you've been dealing with get to you though, I just wanted to say. Karma gets everybody back, and it'll get them. :) Have a good day!
Anonymous asked: whoever keeps saying all this shit about the boy you love obviously has nothing better to do than make you feel bad as you try to cope with the breakup. they’re probably some fat little whore that ruins other people’s relationships and cries about how ugly they are at night because they can’t hold a stable, loving relationship that isn’t based off fucking someone on the...
Anonymous asked: He's not gonna change. Deep down, you know it. Considering he "changes" his ways every time things go south, then reverts back once he sees things are even okay.
Just sayin.
Just sayin.
“You can’t always control the circumstances in life, but you can control your...”
– Alexander Lockhart (via kari-shma)
Anonymous asked: Is someone ACTUALLY griping at you for your heart's choices? What a douche.
Anonymous asked: wtf he coudl just PRETEND TO BE GROWN UP to get you back, duh. then you'd realize later on he hasn't actually changed and get all sad with him again
Anonymous asked: why are you even bothering with this guy? you hope he'll grow the fuck up and show you he can actually be a MAN, he ISN'T going to grow up or be mature or whatever the fuck your waiting for, if he hasnt now he never will. stop wasting your time on this guy and bitching about him, he's a lost cause
I can't make you see the things staring you right...
It’s up to you now…
“Be thankful for what you have. You’ll end up having more. If you concentrate on...”
– Oprah Winfrey (via ohcoffeegirl) (via quote-book)
“You have to stay strong, even if your world is crumbling down around you.”
– (via fashionfever) (via fuckingdisaster)
14893.) You just have no idea how much I want to...
fuckingdisaster:
instefanspants:
hannahdoll: youwalklikeroyalty: (via blogsecret)
You may think otherwise, but I truly want to. I just… need to be shown that I finally can.
If you're going to love me, love me deeply. If...
kathykathkath:
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I feel weak, more than just tired. I'm shaking and...
I don’t know what is exactly wrong.
Am I just going through post-breakup withdrawals?
Am I still horribly saddened and disappointed?
Am I just… scared?
Maybe it’s all three.
Maybe I’m a wreck.
I’m in love with a boy that’s still growing—even if gradually—as a person, as a human being, and my heart is heavy.
How the fuck did that...
I'm not sure playing a Xenomorph helped me.
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shelby shelbyyyy you ok? :(
If you have to ask.
Enlighten me.
Me: I HATE THIS! I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS! I'M TIRED OF THE LIES. I'M TIRED OF THE DISAPPOINTMENTS. I'M TIRED OF THE PAIN. I'M FUCKING TIRED AND I JUST WANT TO GO HOME, AND WHEN I DO I'M JUST GOING TO WORK OUT UNTIL I'M IN DIRE NEED OF A SHOWER AND I'M GOING TO SHOWER AND THEN I'M GOING TO KILL AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN AS A FUCKING XENOMORPH BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF DEALING WITH THEM!
Chris: ... So I'll be a Predator, then?
Me: YES.
I thought I was okay, at least.
We're still best friends, so I'm doing fine.
I'm getting better.
My mother took me clothes shopping.
She talked to me like a big goofball.
I called Michael to talk to him about living with him during college.
He reassured me so well that I felt like I was already there.
Chris gave me a hug.
He never hugs me.
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do you want to be left alone? ):
No.
I want to be around people that actually care about me the way I care about them.
I’m happier around people that actually love me.
Enlighten me.
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PLEASE SMILE? D:
Don’t tell me to smile.
My face will react to circumstances accordingly.
Enlighten me.
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Let him think what he wants, if he even still uses...
Mmhm.
Enlighten me.
You think that.
Soak your heart in all the so-called "masculinity"...
It won’t actually get you anywhere, and, sooner or later, you’ll realize that.