You’re God, right? You’ve gotta be God. You seem to know everything about this guy.
At least you have proper spelling/grammar.
How do you, just another anonymous Tumblr user, know what I feel deep down?
Are you part of my conscious?
Are you hiding in a place within my mind that I’m not aware of?
Hm. I don’t remember writing an Ask message to myself opposing what I actually think and feel at any point today—or ever, really.
I know what I feel, not you, and I feel that anybody can change. (The keyword here is can, not will.) After all, if someone can change for the worse, they can surely change for the better, and I’ve seen it happen to quite a few people that I know.
Maybe he will change.
Maybe he won’t.
I can’t say… and neither can you.
All I can do (me; not you, not we, but me and only me) is wait and see what happens.
If he doesn’t change, I can’t do anything about it. Trust me, I’ve accepted that.
If he does, I’m not going to jump right back into a relationship with him. I have to proven, over a long period of time, that his changes are genuine, that they aren’t forced simply to get me back.
As I said, I’ll not accept pretending.
That being said, get off your pitiful little pedestal of anonymity and stop sticking your nose into other people’s business. (If this is who I think it is, you’ve already done that enough, and you can stop now.)